big flick with mum.


currently; chatting with akaklinlintersayang.* damn. i miss her* & texting bby.

Okayyyyhhh. Back people.
Hehehh.
Just now was super uber fun&sad.

11 plus, met nana&iira. Went clubilya. Till 2+.
Bey went mc, mamam, dudok2 jap. Then suddenly, Amy came.
Hahaa, anjat gegerl. Then went 221. Met bby, went home.
that was around 4+ uh. i really had alot of funn~ hehhs.
kay, that was the fun part.

the sad part is,
went i got home, there's a fight between me and my mummy. i was freaking sad.

mummy; eh, u come here.
me; *comes to mummy*
mummy; * hits my head* kau apasal ni skrg? aku suro kau alek siang kan!
me; aper? org stakat alek kol 4 lebey jer pe. u said must reach home before 5 kan!
mummy; kau jangan nak tinggi2 kan suare kau eh! u dont kurang ajar know, i tell you. aku tumbok kau punye muke jugak lah nadia!
me; ah? saper yg tinggi kan suare dulu siak? saper yg kurang ajar dulu? mummy ke yaya? huh?! tumbok? tumbok uh! PANDAI! TUMBOK ANAK KANDUNG SENDIRI! * cries. *
mummy; kau jangan menjawab lah bodoh! aku rembat kau baru tau! * use talipinggang and hit me like around 5-6 times.*
me; CUKOP LAH! NAK BANTAI ORG, BANTAI SMPI MAMPOS SKALIE! JANGAN BUAT ORG MERANE CAMNI! PIKEH ORG NI APER? TAKDER PRASAAN PER? U KNOW WHAT, SOMETIMES I THINK THAT IM NOT YOUR CHILD AT ALL. CAUSE EVERYTHING OR ANYTHING I WANT, YOU DONT GIVE IT. BUT WHAT NABILAH WANTS, YOU GIVE. EVERY SINGLE THING! I JUST CANT STAND THIS PEOPLE IN THIS HOUSE ANYMORE! U JUST DONT UNDERSTAN HOW I FEEL! I'VE BEEN KEEPING THIS FEELING SINCE NABILAH WAS BORN. AND THAT WAS ABOUT WHAT? 2003? 7 YEARS I HAVE BEEN KEEPING IT. DO YOU REALISE?! NO U DONT! ALL YOU CARE IS NABILAH. NABILAH NABILAH NABILAH! * goes in my room and slams the door. *

haish. now, me and mummy are not talking. i hate it when this happens. urgh, fuck this world! kay, i'm trying not to cry. shutup lynie. hold back your tears. kay shush.

im sad. i need time to cool down. people who said hi to me at msn, im sorry i didnt reply. urghh..